현우의500자_64

#현우의500자 _64

잘지내나요여전히그모습그대로잘지내나요한번은만날거라고생각했는데아직은아닌가봐요내리던승강장에서마주잡고있던그손을놓치지말아야했을걸하는생각을전지금도가끔해요은은히풍겨오던그샴푸냄새에손을파묻고아기가살기위해젖을찾듯그대와함께하기위해그대의입술을찾았던내입술은지금도가끔그대이름을힘주어소리내기도하고그대가살던동네를뭇사람들과다르게구슬프게불어보기도해요늦은밤거리를걷던그시간은지금도돌아와어둑한길을걷다보면아무도내옆에없다는시실에소스라치게놀라다시물어보았어요잘지내나요잘지냈나요그모습그대로여전히잘지내나요시를적을감수성따위없어서노래를부를감정따위없어서어딘지어디에있는지모를그리움에슬픔에코끝한편과마음끝한편이아파오지만잘지냈나요어리지는않았지만처음이었던그느낌은이미사라졌나요나만사라진건가요오늘도생각이났어요내가힘든하루를보내고내리던버스에내가내리고난뒤라도좋으니그버스를타주기를내가있던곳에그대도있기를내가보는풍경그대도같이보기를빌었어요만나서이야기하면내가하는이모든말쉬지않고말할거에요그러기위해난오늘도이렇게연습을해요쉬지말고들어줘요쉬지말고읽어줘요그리고대답해줘요잘지내나요나처럼?